disintegrate

been rather emotional these days... dunno y.. its juz so not me la... hmmm.. i cry easily i admit.. but not bcoz of those little things leizz.. but its funny lorzz... im so emotional.. like as if cant control my emotion like dat.. hmmm.. well.. im unhappy today.. yes... actually not de.. but im juz scared la... scared dat u will leave one day... i think im not a person dat is nice being with... mood swings here n there.. but dat juz me wht.. wht can i do?? mayb i c too much show liaozz... there's this scenrio in the show dat goes like this.. this guy likes miss A den there is this miss B dat like this guy... though this guy n miss A is tgt but she noe miss B like him.. den he starts to like miss B too... den his relationship with miss A juz ended like this.. how fragile is a relationship man??! understand wht i trying to say? if cannot.. den nvm.. hmmm... tired... went for SC meeting today... doing the IDs la... cut n cut... but slept like dat 2 yesterday den today wake up at 9 plus... feeling so tired now... ZzzzzZZzzzz... i noe u will read this n u will call.. perhaps im thinking too much....